The Hot Mess Medium Show Ep. 20 Theresa Caputo Live, September Energies & My Spiritual Reset
Hey guys! Welcome back to the Hot Mess Medium Show. It's been a while, but I'm back & it feels so good to be back.
In this episode I share about:
My experience seeing Theresa Caputo Live
The channeled energetic themes showing up for all of us this month & how you can work with them
How my work is shifting & changing
Following & surrendering to the natural flow
Invitations from the Universe
Prayers coming to fruition (after being in the in-between for some time)
Burn out & the spiritual experience I had in Urgent Care
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Audio file
September episode.mp3
Transcript
00:00:00 Medium Natashia Mack
Hey, guys. Welcome back to the hot mess medium show. I have missed you so much.
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I really have though I have missed just coming on here without a plan and hitting record and just channeling my heart out and sharing what's on my heart, sharing what's going on. But also, you know, sharing.
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Whatever it is that's meant to come through for you to support you in some way, you know that's always my intention.
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And there's just.
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So much that's been going on in my world and behind the scenes and internally, externally.
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Everywhere there's so much and.
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I am so actually today as I'm recording this, it's Saturday, actually very late afternoon Saturday and I've just had this.
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Intense creative energy, just like.
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Building up inside of me all day.
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And it could have to do with the fact that I have a group mediumship reading tomorrow in Elliot Lake.
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That I am so excited for and I know spirits preparing my energy for it. It's also a very intense full moon tomorrow.
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Not only that, yesterday I got home from Toronto.
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Because my husband actually got us tickets to go see Theresa Caputo.
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So.
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In Toronto.
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Like a live experience with her and it was just.
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Incredible. It was amazing not only as a participant, you know, but as.
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A medium who is so nerdy about the art of mediumship and you know.
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Who just sort of knows the INS and outs of how it all works and and so witnessing someone who I've been watching for years like literally since before I became a media or before I knew I was a medium sorry.
00:02:15 Medium Natashia Mack
It was just so fascinating to witness her in action without the editing, without, you know, without the whole TV show. It was like they're in real.
00:02:28 Medium Natashia Mack
Time and that was incredible. So yeah, Needless to say, I, you know, I've been inspired. I've been digesting so much of what transpired. And not only that, but again, it's been so long since I've come on here and shared. I've been pouring.
00:02:49 Medium Natashia Mack
A lot of the energy I do have into Instagram mostly as well as Facebook as well.
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So and and also like specifically in my stories, that's where you will get it all. Like I I love to share in my stories. I share all the things there, even things that have literally nothing to do with mediumship or weddings or whatever else that I do so.
00:03:15 Medium Natashia Mack
Yeah, it's a whole lot of randomness, but I have so much fun expressing myself on there. So if you want to see that version of me, I highly recommend checking me out on there. But anyways, I digress so.
00:03:29 Medium Natashia Mack
I had all this creative energy inside of Maine, and when I finally took a moment to really be with it and really tuned into it.
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I heard to just go.
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You know, park the truck in the driveway, which is where I usually record my episodes and just hit record and start talking. So that's exactly what I'm doing and it feels so good already.
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I can't wait to see.
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Everything or not see it, but I I can't wait to.
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Learn what all comes through for this episode because.
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I don't know if I mentioned this already, but there's just so much.
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On my heart, and there's just so much I've been navigating and there's been so many changes and transitions and.
00:04:28 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, summer was jam packed. Summer was just.
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I don't even. I don't even have words for it. I.
00:04:40 Medium Natashia Mack
Was not only very busy with weddings, which I loved every single moment of that I love I I have found my thing. You guys, it is officiating weddings. It is supporting couples. It is writing these ceremonies, you know, personalizing them and writing love stories and.
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Speaking in front of groups like it's just, uh, that is my jam. So I've I've been busy with that, but also with just taking in this time with my children.
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That has been so rewarding.
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Like I again, it's like so hard to put into words, but being present with my kids has just been so rewarding.
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You know, they're all at such different stages right now.
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UM, you know, my youngest is 9 and then I have a.
00:05:38 Medium Natashia Mack
Oh my God. 11 year old and then a 13 year old and then a 16 year old. So it's.
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It's quite this diverse spectrum, if you will, of personalities and stages and all of that and.
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I just. I'm just loving the ages that they're at right now.
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Like sure, there are challenges, of course, and you know things that come up that we have to work through, but.
00:06:08 Medium Natashia Mack
I feel like this summer really, you know, like our team effort really came through. We worked together as a team and that was like just incredible to be part of and to experience and to witness and.
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Uh.
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I just loved. Yeah, I just loved it so much. So when it came time for school, because now school started last week.
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I was actually so sad. I was so, so sad to, UM, send them.
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I was like, no, this can't be real. This can't be right. It can't be school already. I feel like it just happened so, so fast.
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I don't know if.
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I shared on here because it's been so long since I've made an episode, but I had to take time off this summer like I had no choice.
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UM.
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I.
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I did something crazy and I went to. I went back to work, literally the week I rang the bell.
00:07:14 Medium Natashia Mack
The bell, as in the the radiation bell, like the cancer treatment bell I did six weeks of radiation and then I went back to work.
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In hindsight, that was insane.
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I actually still can't believe I did that. Not only did I go back to work, I went on my first.
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Plane trip.
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I went to a whole other province and I spoke in front of.
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A huge crowd.
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And then you know after that still went back to work. I had other events happening.
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And then guess what happened? Surprise surprise. I burnt out like actually burnt out. I got insane Vertigo like I had never I literally, that was my first time experiencing it. It was so.
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Intense.
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Like if you've ever had Vertigo before, you know.
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That, and I was like so hot and cold.
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It was brutal, like the hot and cold.
00:08:29 Medium Natashia Mack
I I never understood how intense that could be until then. You know, it felt like when you have the flu and you have a fever and you're hot and cold and you got the chills and you're so cold sensitive, it felt like that. Except I didn't have a fever. That was the crazy thing I did end up going to emerge.
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And.
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UMI actually ended up having a really.
00:08:55 Medium Natashia Mack
Profound spiritual experience with the doctor. So if this is coming up, it's for a reason. So I'm going to, I'm going to share.
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But anyways so.
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I did go to emerge because I was worried I had an infection.
00:09:13 Medium Natashia Mack
I wasn't sure if I was having, you know, an ear infection or a tooth infection because I had a lot of issues coming up and I still do. I'm still dealing with severe jaw pain on the right side from all the radiation and.
00:09:31 Medium Natashia Mack
So I was like, hey, I need to make sure that this isn't something serious, you know?
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So anyways I.
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Go in to emerge. They take they do blood work right away and it was such a lovely experience, by the way. I went in little current. It was my first time going there.
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And UM.
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Anyways I.
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I got into a room like almost immediately, which is crazy because.
00:10:00 Medium Natashia Mack
Normally, like if you're Canadian, you know, and if you're, if you're in Ontario, you know, like the weights are usually insane, like hours long. But anyway, so I go in and I have my husband with me and I'm sitting and waiting for the.
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After.
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Literally 30 minutes after my blood work, he comes in.
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And.
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He right away was so kind and shared with me. You know my results. And you could tell he was just very compassionate and he really wanted to take the time to talk, like, talk to me and, you know, get to the root of things for me and help me understand. And all of that.
00:10:40 Medium Natashia Mack
So, you know, he asked me a bunch of questions. He gave me time to share with him.
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And.
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It was the weirdest thing.
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But he started.
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To.
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Share things with me.
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That I had only thought of.
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Like to myself like things that.
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I was feeling.
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And then I was thinking in my own private time, you know?
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He.
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Repeated some of those things.
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And I I was just, like, taken aback, and I couldn't help but start crying.
00:11:29 Medium Natashia Mack
And he was so kind. And he's, like, looking at me. Like, do you need a moment, you know? And I was like, oh, no, I'm OK, like, you know, as tears are falling down, I was like, oh, no, I'm fine.
00:11:40 Medium Natashia Mack
And he's like, you know it. It pains me to see you cry. And I was like, you know, like like, I'm sorry. And he he's like, Oh my goodness, don't apologize. He's like, I just.
00:11:54 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, he just, I guess it was really hard for him to witness me cry.
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And UM.
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I swear there was.
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And angels speaking through him our God.
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Through him.
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Because he said things that I just truly needed to hear, I swear they just, like, penetrated my whole heart and soul and.
00:12:21 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, he just helped me realize, like, this is gonna take time.
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It's going to be a process.
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And he even predicted certain things, like how like you know, about my nerve pain and all this, like, just saying how the next few months were going to be.
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And.
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It was just. It was just so.
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Beautiful. So anyways.
00:12:47 Medium Natashia Mack
I left there feeling more seen.
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And heard without having to say very much that I had in a very, very long time and.
00:12:59 Medium Natashia Mack
I just realized in that moment, like OK I need.
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To take a break.
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And I had to.
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Postpone and then canceled.
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A class like at my first in person class of the year that I was so excited about where I was going to teach intuition.
00:13:23 Medium Natashia Mack
And that was a really, really hard decision for me to do. But I had to do it. I had to. I had to let that go.
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And I'm so glad that I did, because again, I just I needed.
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Time I needed time to.
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Process and heal and regenerate and replenish like there was so much that I had gone through.
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In such a short amount of time.
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And I didn't give myself that grace or that space. So.
00:13:58 Medium Natashia Mack
I yeah. Had to honor that. I actually had no choice because again, Vertigo and I was so scared that it was going to last for a really long time. And although it did last for weeks.
00:14:15 Medium Natashia Mack
It's still like I'm grateful that it didn't end up lasting, you know, months or something like that.
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So.
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Anyways.
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Shortly after that I had a session with my therapist who is actually part of the Cancer Center team. So what's amazing about her? Well, everything, but also the fact that she specifically works with oncology patients.
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And that is really important when you are going through something as wild and crazy and unpredictable and traumatic as cancer.
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And.
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I had a session with her and you know, I was sharing with her how I was feeling, what was on my heart and what was what's been going on in my mind. And she's like, you do realize that.
00:15:06 Medium Natashia Mack
Most oncology patients do not go back to work for four months after treatment.
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She's like you went back the week of.
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And I was like ohh well, when you put it that way, uh so.
00:15:28 Medium Natashia Mack
I took her advice. She told me. You know, this was like beginning of June. I believe she told me, like, do not put anything in your schedule till mid-july. She's like you need.
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Time.
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And so I listened to her.
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The only thing that I continued to do was my weddings because you can't be messing around with weddings but those.
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More nourishing and.
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I'm I'm so grateful that I was still able to do those.
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And had you know an amazing time doing them so?
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I took a long break and.
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I waited until I felt ready, and even though you know, that could be a trap too, right? Waiting until you're ready. Because when are you actually going to feel ready? But I actually did feel ready and.
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I have been doing. I'm so proud of myself. I've been doing a really good job at.
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Just.
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You know, slowly incorporating work back into my schedule like I I would literally offer like one a week or you know.
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2A Week I didn't do like more than one a day sort of thing.
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And only one or two times a week so.
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I took it very slow and I made sure that I took my time, like rebuilding my capacity because that's the thing, right? My endurance and my capacity was affected tremendously. So I,
00:17:10 Medium Natashia Mack
Yeah, I listened. And I'm so glad that I did.
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And since then though.
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It's it's wild because I I know I talked about this in the last episode about, you know, going through.
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A transition and you know, being in the in between and you know no longer being where you were but not quite being where you're going yet.
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And I feel like I finally reached a space of.
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Having more clarity on where I'm going, even though I don't have the whole picture yet, I feel so excited for what's happening.
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Like so genuinely excited.
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At the same time, there's some grief that pops up because.
00:18:06 Medium Natashia Mack
I've noticed that.
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As I'm following this flow and this flow you guys is so effortless.
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It it feels like a dream come true.
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Things are aligning so easily.
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So beautifully.
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Right, But then every once in a while, my brain is.
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Like. But wait a second.
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What's happening? Where are we going? What are we leaving behind? I'm not ready to let.
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Go.
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And then you know, I want to put the brakes on, but then I'm like.
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Reminded Kane no.
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It's so important that we continue, you know, to surrender to the flow.
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And.
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So to get you know into a bit more details, I.
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And really.
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As I mentioned, loving officiating weddings like this feels so right.
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And I'm like, hey, yeah, this is my thing. Like, this is my jam.
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And you know then that got me wondering, like, well, what about my medium shifts like? Well, no, I still.
00:19:22 Medium Natashia Mack
I'm still a medium and I still have my mediumship readings like that still brings me so much joy. So it's not about having to choose one over the other.
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It was more so about incorporating the two.
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And that is what had finally come clear to me, you know, and.
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So I was working on like my.
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Efficient packages because that was guidance that I received. You know it's time to like level up the game and you know bring the experience for my couples to a whole new level. And so I I was like, OK, I got to make these packages and then while working on these packages I was like.
00:20:01 Medium Natashia Mack
Wow, I feel like I want to support couples more like leading up to.
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The ceremony, like what are some other ways I could support them and provide them with this, you know?
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One-of-a-kind experience whatever, because I was like, well, what sets me apart from other officiants and well, Ding, Ding, Ding is the fact that I'm a medium and an intuitive.
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Right.
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And then I'm like, OK, you know, just remaining open to how.
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How that's that's going to happen, right? The details, the specifics, OK. How am I? How am I going to support them?
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And you know, it came to me.
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Duh. I can offer, you know, my couples, a couples reading in the beginning where I'm going. You know intuitively, like into their connection with each other and.
00:21:02 Medium Natashia Mack
Their their journey ahead, how they can strengthen their bond before and after marriage, right, and kind of tuning into their future path together. And then the other thing that came through that I've noticed is like so many couples have a hard time knowing that they're going to get married.
00:21:22 Medium Natashia Mack
Without certain loved ones by their side.
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Write a lot of couples.
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Like that's that's something that's really hard for them.
00:21:35 Medium Natashia Mack
Is not having that closure or not having that, knowing that their loved ones will actually be there in spirit. And so, you know, offering couples a medium ship session to help them with that so that they can move forward. They can, you know, experience their wedding day.
00:21:56 Medium Natashia Mack
Knowing that their loved ones are there in spirit.
00:21:59 Medium Natashia Mack
So that was one thing and then, you know, another thing is offering like day of the ceremony, support, energetic support, grounding support, like kind of being their wedding bestie to help them through that day. There's so many nerves, there's so many anxieties. There's so much stress and you know, how can I support them?
00:22:19 Medium Natashia Mack
With that and I have, you know, I've become known for my ability to hold space and take the lead and and calm people down and help help them reconnect and, you know, recenter to to that, that piece within.
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And then.
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The other thing that was coming through was like, OK, how can I be more hands on with them and take the lead a bit more and offer my intuitive guidance and you know, what does that look like? And it's, you know, these planning and creative calls not taking over, you know, a wedding planners.
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Role of course, but.
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Just kind of being that guide and and so.
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Support as they're going through the process. And also I've noticed not everyone has a wedding planner, so having that person to, you know, have those brainstorming sessions with and, you know, having my intuitive channel to also.
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Help lead the way.
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Will obviously be really supportive, so there's so much more, but anyways.
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I.
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All of these details it took.
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Like I've been teasing this, you know, and sharing the behind the scenes.
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For a while now, again, especially in my stories.
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But I was honest with the fact that I didn't know what was happening, where it was going, but that I was excited. And so I love that it's finally being revealed to me, you know, and then I'm finally, you know, getting ready to share these things with everyone because it just feels so.
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Right.
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So.
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With this all coming in.
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And the fact that.
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I.
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I know that I need to be home more.
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I need to make sure.
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I am.
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This is going in a whole other direction, but I need to make sure I am keeping up with the laundry.
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You know.
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Keeping up with the day-to-day tasks around the house being there for my kids, being with my kids like this has become.
00:24:45 Medium Natashia Mack
A whole new priority, not a whole new sorry. Obviously, that's been a priority of mine forever, but it's like this needs to.
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Come even more to the forefront is what I mean then.
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Than before.
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And then I have.
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My ratings right? And then I have my weddings.
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So.
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With like all these different things, these different parts.
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I realized that.
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Teaching and mentoring.
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Isn't quite fitting right now.
00:25:29 Medium Natashia Mack
And I did have these plans to teach. And, you know, maybe run like a small and intimate mentorship. Like I I had those ideas, and they did come through strong. And I was like, OK, I'm going to make a plan to do that this fall.
00:25:46 Medium Natashia Mack
But then when I would.
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Actually go to.
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You know, get these things started or, you know, talk about them. It just felt forced. It didn't feel natural, it wasn't flowing. I was even for a while, so confused. Like, what do what do I even post online? Like, what do I even share with my audience because I don't even know.
00:26:10 Medium Natashia Mack
Like I was so confused with what do I even? What do I even share?
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Because I did teach an inner child healing class and.
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Loved that you know that was. That was wonderful.
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But.
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Something felt off when I was marketing for it.
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And then.
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There wasn't a huge turnout, which is totally fine. I feel like I was meant to experience this, like really small, like, really small. I think there was three people there, really small, intimate, you know, group. Especially like my first time back teaching.
00:26:57 Medium Natashia Mack
But I was like.
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Like as much as I loved it, I loved holding space for the individuals who are there, and I know it was so valuable.
00:27:09 Medium Natashia Mack
It still was like.
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Is this me trying to bring back the old me like is this me trying to force?
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Something that just isn't anymore.
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Because.
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Inner child healing used to being my jam like, you know, that's how I supported.
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Hundreds of clients and students and.
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I even wrote a.
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You know, a guidebook on it.
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I have meditations. I've channeled and recorded on it. It's it's been a part of like all of the like group containers that I've done. It's always like.
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You know, if someone wants to start.
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Learning how to trust their intuition or, you know, build their connection to their intuition. I always suggest starting with inner child healing, because that is the way.
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But again, I just feel like.
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I feel like this new version of me.
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It has been emerging, you know, has been birthed.
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And.
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I just.
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I don't know. It just feels like.
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It's a not right now thing.
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Or not. Any more thing for right now I don't know.
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And that's the scary part, right? When you're being asked to let go, you don't know if it's forever or for this season, right?
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Or maybe even for several seasons. You just you don't know.
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But I just have to trust.
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And UM.
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You know, it's so weird, even.
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I was telling my husband about.
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You know, I just, I I I want to do this and I want to offer this. But you know, I just don't know. And he's like, but do you really enjoy teaching anymore?
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And that question kind of like hit me, right? It took me back a little bit.
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And I had to ask myself that like, hmm?
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Do I still enjoy teaching?
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And.
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When I reflected on it, it's not that I don't still enjoy teaching.
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Because teaching is so rewarding.
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So, so rewarding.
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But it does require.
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A certain amount of capacity.
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And.
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It does require so much more of you energetically, emotionally, spiritually, because you're holding space for.
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For students like to learn to grow, to grow, to grow through the intense emotions of unlearning unraveling.
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Figuring things out right.
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And I was like, do I have the capacity or space for that right now?
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Do I want to pour everything in?
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That right now or?
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You know, am I.
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Being called to follow this this organic flow that's taking place that's that's guiding me in this direction of.
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You know, weddings and supporting couples and and all of that.
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So I had to just kind of.
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Except except where I'm at right now, which as I'm sure you know, can be really hard to do.
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Because as humans, we want to know, well, what does this mean? Like, what does it mean about this? Like, what does it mean about that?
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I do feel like I'm going to be teaching again someday. Absolutely. I do feel that now.
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It's just a not right now thing because right now.
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I'm having to be so extra mindful.
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Of my capacity.
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And.
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How I'm being called to serve right where?
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I'm.
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Being called to like put my energy.
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And as I mentioned, like my my kids, my home, my family, like, that's such a.
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Huge part of.
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Such a huge piece of the pie or whatever right now and then and then it's like, OK, if I can only.
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You know, do.
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A few more things. Like what? What does that look like? And for me right now it looks like.
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Officiating weddings, but also doing my readings and that actually feels.
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So good, it's so, so, so good. Because the worst thing.
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Would be for me to put something out there that my heart isn't in.
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If I decide to teach or to, you know, hold a program or teach a class or whatever it is, I want my whole heart to be in.
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And I want.
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2.
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What's the word? I don't want it to feel forced or come from a place of, oh, I should do this. Or people are expecting this from me. So I have to do this.
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That wouldn't be fair to myself or those who.
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I would be serving. It would not be fair to any of us.
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You know, and sometimes we have to make those decisions in life and sometimes they can feel really hard, but I'm trying.
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Really hard to not make it mean anything negative.
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Because I think that's what sometimes happens, right? Is is we, we.
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Have these realizations and have to come to these terms and these decisions?
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And then we kind of take it and make it mean something bad or negative, but it doesn't have to.
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I've just decided to accept that it's a not right now, not this season, and I'm going to.
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Follow this flow.
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This beautiful organic flow that's taking place in my life, and I hope that you do too.
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You know, there's definitely a reason that.
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I'm sharing this right now and you're listening to it right now.
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And you know, maybe you're going to start to recognize.
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What is actually flowing for you?
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Versus what are you forcing?
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What are you feeling like? You should continue or have to continue, you know? Or where are you making decisions from?
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You know or based off of peoples expectations and wants.
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The other thing for me that I've noticed is.
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When?
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You know, when I'm in a flow.
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Or in the flow.
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And I'm like walking in it and I'm surrendering to it.
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I am receiving invitations left and right.
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Invitations from people.
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Clients the universe like the literally. It's just so effortless. And that's for me how I know.
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That.
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Oh, I'm being invited here. I'm being called here like this.
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This is where I'm going.
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I am being shown that this is for me. I am being shown that this is where I'm being called to serve or whatever.
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So when I'm not being invited.
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In any way, I know that.
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Like even if I really want that because my ego is getting in the way or or I have FOMO or whatever, it's not for me.
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And I there was a moment before I had all this clarity about, you know, this direction that I'm going in. There was this moment where I was like, I'm literally not being invited to teach anything. Like, no one is reaching out, asking me to teach certain things. And like, no one's asking me questions, you know, where I could teach something?
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Nothing. No ideas, just like I was saying. How? I don't even know what to share on social media anymore. What do I share in my content? You know, what do I even?
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Talk about.
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There was just nothing.
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Thing.
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It was so it was so weird. It's so always so weird when you're kind of floating in that.
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In that void in the unknown.
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But I've learned over time that it's just because it's not ready yet. It's not ready to be revealed yet. You're being prepared. Put your energy into something else.
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Just kind of redirect it for a little while and then when it is ready it'll hit you. Ohh it will.
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I was actually sharing in my stories the other day how I was working on, you know, sitting with my laptop and I was working on the packages and I literally had this premonition.
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Of Maine serving others in this way, you know like.
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Serving couples like throughout.
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Throughout the time, like leading up to the ceremony, and then, of course the day of the ceremony.
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And.
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I I just. I saw it. It was like this flash, this very quick wave of information that washed over me and I was like, whoa, there it is.
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There it is. The vision. I have it. It just was like, ah, there it is. Like finally.
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And then I also realized in that moment.
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Wow.
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This is This is why I had to do this or This is why this couldn't continue or This is why this it's like I was able to connect.
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All these dots.
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That actually leads me to.
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This next thing I wanted to share with you Septembers themes.
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You know the energetic themes. Like what? What is sort of what are what we're going to notice coming up for us this month.
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I did share them on my Instagram, but I wanted to share it right here too. So the first one was swift. Sudden changes that lead to clarity, kind of like, oh, This is why that needed to happen. You see how what I just shared.
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Prior to this reminded me of this because yeah, I I had channeled these themes.
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The day before I had that premonition that premonition and that huge aha moment, so it was so funny how it all sort of came together.
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The other thing that came through was to be ready to explore new possibilities, ones that you wouldn't normally be open to. It's like I was seeing how people are finally saying yes.
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To things that maybe they were invited to do, or you know, that was presented to them previously, but it just wasn't right then. But it's like right now, like, you're finally ready to.
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Change your mind about something. You're finally ready to pursue something that you weren't ready to before. The other thing was listening to your heart more.
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Like saying yes to.
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What?
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Your heart is calling you to do right how it is leading you, how it is guiding you, how it is trying to get you on this other path. You're saying yes to that more, which also means saying yes to your soul more, saying yes to your intuition more versus.
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Letting the people pleaser run your life. You know, I really feel like the people pleaser in US.
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So much of that has died this year. I feel that with every inch of my being, because I know that's a really big thing for me that I've noticed.
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I I feel like you know, when I was going through cancer treatment.
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So much of this old me was literally being burned away.
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And that includes so much of the people pleaser.
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And.
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That's such a beautiful thing, you know that people pleaser is there to protect us.
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In some way I get that, but it keeps you in survival.
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It prevents you from actually being your authentic self.
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It stops you from living your life. You end up living other people's lives.
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The life that other people want you to live.
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And guys, we have this one freaking life. Yes, I believe in reincarnation. Yes, I believe that we live many lives. There's many timelines, all that stuff. But at the same time, right here, right now in this body, you know, this identity that you have.
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You know you you have this one life and you get to choose how you're going to live it and you get to choose if.
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You're going to actually.
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Follow your heart or not.
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Those are the choices given to all of us.
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And I don't know about you, but I am ready to, you know, be the leader of this life.
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And stop caring so much. What other people think.
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And that feels really good to me.
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That leads me to the next one, which is choosing peace.
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Choosing peace like that just feels so good.
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Because that's another choice that we get to make.
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And it's not about.
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How do I want to put this? Choosing piece doesn't always mean.
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That you are choosing not to fight for something or you are choosing to back down and not speak up or anything like that. That's not what I'm referring to. I'm talking about.
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You were choosing.
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Your.
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Piece.
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Over.
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Whatever is, you know, disturbing it.
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It's like realizing how valuable your piece is.
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And wanting to protect that.
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I also saw this quote the other day that like protecting my peace, means also, you know, protecting my children. And I was like, wow, that's really powerful. I think that's how it was said it was.
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Something.
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Like that. And I'm like, yeah, exactly.
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That that is so true. And when I protect my peace, I can be a better mother.
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A more present mother to my children, and that means everything.
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Your piece is expensive. It is so valuable, so be careful.
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You know what?
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You allow to disrupt that right or who?
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The other one that came through was motivation. You know, just getting this.
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Burst of motivation to start.
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Or restart a routine that's going to serve your mind, body and soul.
00:43:39 Medium Natashia Mack
Right. So it's it's either you are starting a whole new routine or you are starting back one that you had, you know let let glow or let go or let slide for the summer you know just deciding like OK, I'm ready to get back into it. I'm ready to get started.
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I'm going to do the thing, the final one, which is so funny as I'm reading this now, is a burst of creative energy not only creative energy, but ideas. And, you know, planning.
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And I don't know about you guys, but I'm already feeling that so strong, like all of these things, I'm already feeling so strong.
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And.
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You know, with that being said, I think it's so important to mention how.
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You know these themes. This energy is available to all of us, not just me. Every single one of us, but it. But it's all about what you decide to do with it.
00:44:44 Medium Natashia Mack
Right. Because just because it's there and it's available to you doesn't mean you're going to take it doesn't mean you're going to accept it doesn't mean you're going to do anything with it.
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So it's up to you like you have the power.
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To decide what you're going to do with it.
00:44:59 Medium Natashia Mack
And so, you know for me, like I said, I was feeling this intense creative energy all day, and I was like, OK, what can I do with this? How can I?
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Pour this into something like where? Where am I being called to do that? And it just took a moment to sit with it and.
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Be with it and let it speak to me. And that was to come into my truck and drive, you know, partway through my my long, winding driveway and hit record and just start talking.
00:45:31 Medium Natashia Mack
Yeah.
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The other thing I want to.
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Kind of circle back to is.
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How?
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You know this this flow that I'm in now, this direction that I'm going in.
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It's so strange.
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Because I can tell that this is one of my prayers coming to fruition.
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What's so weird about it, though, is that when I was praying for this, I didn't know that this is how.
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It would come to life like I didn't know that this is how the prayers would be answered.
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I.
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I would see.
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All these other mediums, OK, I'm going to get real with you guys for a moment, but, well, I mean you.
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Know what I mean? So.
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I would see all these other mediums and all these other entrepreneurs in general.
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Who stood out?
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Who had like their own niche or whatever, and they had their own things that they were known for.
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And.
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I would often question like what is my thing.
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Like.
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What am I being called to hone in on? Like what is my thing?
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Because they're so.
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Much out there, right? There's just.
00:47:07 Medium Natashia Mack
There's so many different kinds of intuition classes you can take. There's so many people offering the same sort of things.
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But I know that I'm I wasn't born to just, like, fit in. I was lit. I know that I meant to stand out and lead and do things differently.
00:47:33 Medium Natashia Mack
And I've tried so many different things. You guys, there's so many paths I've been on since I started my spiritual journey. You know, over the last 9 plus years.
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There's so many different directions that I've gone into.
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Thinking like, OK, what if this is it?
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But then it just it wasn't. It was always so.
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Temporary and I get that life is fleeting and temporary and.
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Change is a constant, right? I get that.
00:48:06 Medium Natashia Mack
But I felt like I was always sort of like searching and looking for.
00:48:11 Medium Natashia Mack
What it was that made me stand out?
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Other than the fact that I'm me right like.
00:48:21 Medium Natashia Mack
Especially like authenticity is really important to me and it's important that I'm just always real with you guys and I share my true self and I consider myself very authentic.
00:48:35 Medium Natashia Mack
Uh.
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But aside from that, I was like.
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Asking God you know.
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To show me like.
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What? What is the thing that I can hone in on? Like what?
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What's going to kind of set me apart?
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And.
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I really feel like.
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You know, just having this flash, this vision of me, sort of.
00:49:06 Medium Natashia Mack
Becoming this.
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Or being not even becoming, being stepping into being.
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A medium.
00:49:16 Medium Natashia Mack
Slash Reverend 4.
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Like couples and and doing these weddings and.
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Supporting.
00:49:26 Medium Natashia Mack
Supporting my my couples all along the way and you know, offering them these services to support them and you know, wanting to counsel them and guide them and.
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All of that.
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And I was like, this is this is very different. This is very unique you know it it just feels.
00:49:54 Medium Natashia Mack
Yeah, it just feels very different and I love that.
00:49:59 Medium Natashia Mack
I really love that because I I I want to bring the world something different and I want to.
00:50:06 Medium Natashia Mack
Provide something unique and special and genuine and.
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Helpful.
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I just want.
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To help people, I really, really do.
00:50:16 Medium Natashia Mack
And you know, sometimes we're led to do something or, you know, we feel called to kind of step into an area.
00:50:26 Medium Natashia Mack
Of offering something and then.
00:50:29 Medium Natashia Mack
And then we're guided to do something else and it doesn't mean that you got it wrong and it doesn't mean that you weren't meant to go in that direction.
00:50:39 Medium Natashia Mack
I I believe that.
00:50:43 Medium Natashia Mack
Everything sort of serves its purpose, and sometimes things are more temporary than others.
00:50:50 Medium Natashia Mack
I believe that, you know, going in those directions that I went into and these, like different eras that I had all served a purpose and I was meant to serve those people in that way at that time.
00:51:03 Medium Natashia Mack
Maybe even inspire people to go in a similar direction, right? You never know how God is working through you.
00:51:12 Medium Natashia Mack
You just never know.
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How your decision?
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Or, you know, you choosing to pursue something and actually doing it.
00:51:25 Medium Natashia Mack
Will.
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Affect others you don't know the ripple effect it will have.
00:51:32 Medium Natashia Mack
So you can't say that.
00:51:36 Medium Natashia Mack
Oh, what was the point? Or it was all for nothing? Or you know, something that I used to think is like, oh, my God, what are people going to think? Because I'm bouncing from here to there to there, you know.
00:51:49 Medium Natashia Mack
But I would think that and then other people would see me and say wow, you're so multi talented.
00:51:56 Medium Natashia Mack
Like, isn't that so funny how we could think one thing and then everyone else sees it in a totally different light. And then you're like, oh.
00:52:04 Medium Natashia Mack
So yes, I am multi talented and I can wear many hats.
00:52:10 Medium Natashia Mack
But I've also learned that I have to trust the flow.
00:52:15 Medium Natashia Mack
Of where I'm being LED.
00:52:19 Medium Natashia Mack
Because just because you can do something, it doesn't mean you should.
00:52:23 Medium Natashia Mack
And that was another huge lesson that I had to learn all along the way.
00:52:30 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, I even look back at my.
00:52:32 Medium Natashia Mack
ERA of doing aesthetics.
00:52:36 Medium Natashia Mack
And how that truly served me. But not only me, it truly served.
00:52:43 Medium Natashia Mack
So many people.
00:52:46 Medium Natashia Mack
For me to be offering those services for me to be, you know, touching their lives in some way and also for them to be touching my life like people that I worked with, that I did, you know, massage on or that I did aesthetics with, like the the conversations that we had were so.
00:53:07 Medium Natashia Mack
I don't know, like profound at times it did change my life.
00:53:12 Medium Natashia Mack
I met so many people.
00:53:15 Medium Natashia Mack
I also you know it also led me to having the office that I have so that I can. I can have people in person like it's just so wild to think at how.
00:53:27 Medium Natashia Mack
Supportive that part of my life was, even though it was short lived, it wasn't all for nothing. There's so much that I gained from it.
00:53:35 Medium Natashia Mack
It's just incredible.
00:53:37 Medium Natashia Mack
To think back.
00:53:39 Medium Natashia Mack
And connect all these dots. It's like, oh, This is why this had to happen. Oh, This is why I did that. Oh, This is why I had to let that go.
00:53:49 Medium Natashia Mack
But The thing is, in the moment you don't know, you don't know until.
00:53:53 Medium Natashia Mack
You're able to look back.
00:53:56 Medium Natashia Mack
And that's why.
00:53:58 Medium Natashia Mack
You just got to take the leap.
00:54:01 Medium Natashia Mack
You just gotta let that thing go.
00:54:04 Medium Natashia Mack
Because like OK for example, for me, what if me letting go of teaching for now anyways?
00:54:12 Medium Natashia Mack
Creates the space that's needed for this next big thing in my life.
00:54:18 Medium Natashia Mack
Right. I just have to trust. We just have to trust that that's what's going to happen because, honestly.
00:54:27 Medium Natashia Mack
I have built so much evidence.
00:54:31 Medium Natashia Mack
That that's that is exactly what's what happens every single time. That is, that is the process, that is, it just is. That's just what happens.
00:54:41 Medium Natashia Mack
And maybe you can even think back to that too.
00:54:44 Medium Natashia Mack
That every time you decided to take the risk or take the plunge or whatever it was.
00:54:49 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, you decided to just go for it or or you decided to let go even if you didn't know what would come in and replace it.
00:55:00 Medium Natashia Mack
Right, there's, there's so much evidence out there of people.
00:55:05 Medium Natashia Mack
Knowing in their heart and their whole body, like every cell, screaming at them, that they can't stay at this job anymore, they cannot, even if they don't have a backup plan, even if.
00:55:18 Medium Natashia Mack
They have no idea what's going to come next.
00:55:21 Medium Natashia Mack
But they do it because they have to, because they just know that they have to. They are being guided to let go of it.
00:55:29 Medium Natashia Mack
And then all of a sudden.
00:55:33 Medium Natashia Mack
Days later, weeks later, whatever it is.
00:55:36 Medium Natashia Mack
They get this massive opportunity.
00:55:40 Medium Natashia Mack
For a better job.
00:55:43 Medium Natashia Mack
That.
00:55:45 Medium Natashia Mack
Actually brings them joy, and that feels better or pays better, whatever it is.
00:55:51 Medium Natashia Mack
Like that happens.
00:55:55 Medium Natashia Mack
And it can happen for you too. And I feel like someone really needed to hear that.
00:56:03 Medium Natashia Mack
One of the biggest traps that I have found myself falling into many times over the years.
00:56:12 Medium Natashia Mack
Has been.
00:56:14 Medium Natashia Mack
Trying to get back.
00:56:17 Medium Natashia Mack
What I thought was lost.
00:56:21 Medium Natashia Mack
For example.
00:56:24 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, there's there had been these programs that I ran that were so successful and then I truly loved and enjoyed.
00:56:33 Medium Natashia Mack
But then.
00:56:36 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, time would go by and then I was like, I want that again. So I'm going to try to recreate that. But then it just never works out that way. And then I'm.
00:56:47 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, trying and forcing and trying. Oh, my God, why isn't it working? It worked last time. Why isn't it working now? Well, it's because it's not.
00:56:55 Medium Natashia Mack
Meant to be anymore like it. It happened.
00:57:00 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, I've even caught myself.
00:57:02 Medium Natashia Mack
Holding this past version of myself on a pedestal.
00:57:07 Medium Natashia Mack
Like, Oh my God, like she.
00:57:09 Medium Natashia Mack
You know she.
00:57:12 Medium Natashia Mack
Had more success with this and you know.
00:57:16 Medium Natashia Mack
Whatever it was.
00:57:20 Medium Natashia Mack
She seemed to.
00:57:20 Medium Natashia Mack
Have it all figured out or whatever it was.
00:57:23 Medium Natashia Mack
And.
00:57:25 Medium Natashia Mack
Obviously that's not the case because as we grow.
00:57:31 Medium Natashia Mack
We are learning.
00:57:34 Medium Natashia Mack
And.
00:57:35 Medium Natashia Mack
We're more experienced and we gain wisdom and all that stuff, so.
00:57:40 Medium Natashia Mack
When I really think of it.
00:57:43 Medium Natashia Mack
And everything that's transpired since that time.
00:57:48 Medium Natashia Mack
How far I've come?
00:57:50 Medium Natashia Mack
How much?
00:57:52 Medium Natashia Mack
How? How different my nervous system feels like. How much more peace I have inside.
00:57:59 Medium Natashia Mack
I wouldn't trade any of that for anything you know.
00:58:04 Medium Natashia Mack
I would not want to go backwards.
00:58:09 Medium Natashia Mack
And you know, it's so funny I find as humans we.
00:58:14 Medium Natashia Mack
We're always wanting to be somewhere else, but here.
00:58:19 Medium Natashia Mack
Right, like.
00:58:21 Medium Natashia Mack
We're always we're literally always wanting to be anywhere but where we are right now.
00:58:26 Medium Natashia Mack
Oh, it was better back then. But was it? Because back then you wanted to be somewhere else?
00:58:33 Medium Natashia Mack
It's funny.
00:58:36 Medium Natashia Mack
And like I said, I I catch myself doing these things too.
00:58:41 Medium Natashia Mack
But now I feel like I'm in such a grounded space.
00:58:47 Medium Natashia Mack
Where I'm just so present.
00:58:50 Medium Natashia Mack
And so genuinely excited to cultivate something new.
00:58:55 Medium Natashia Mack
And to just be in this flow that I keep talking about it just it feels so good and it took so much to get here. So, so very much to get here.
00:59:07 Medium Natashia Mack
But I'm so grateful to finally be here. It's like.
00:59:11 Medium Natashia Mack
Being here right now.
00:59:17 Medium Natashia Mack
Having this.
00:59:19 Medium Natashia Mack
This piece inside of me and feeling more grounded than I've I've ever felt in my entire life. I'm like, OK, well, it was all worth it.
00:59:29 Medium Natashia Mack
It was all worth it if it means that I got to get here.
00:59:34 Medium Natashia Mack
And I can't look back anymore and I feel like that's a message for all of us. Like we can't. We can't go back anymore. We can't go backwards. We can't go back there. It's it's gone, it's gone, and that's OK.
00:59:50 Medium Natashia Mack
Because what's so beautiful and amazing is that we have this gift of.
00:59:55 Medium Natashia Mack
We get to.
00:59:57 Medium Natashia Mack
We get to still live like we woke up today and we're alive and we're breathing and.
01:00:04 Medium Natashia Mack
It's never too late to change your mind. It's never too late to change your life. It's never too late to take that leap.
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To do something to reinvent yourself.
01:00:17 Medium Natashia Mack
To start something completely new, completely different like.
01:00:21 Medium Natashia Mack
You can.
01:00:23 Medium Natashia Mack
We can.
01:00:25 Medium Natashia Mack
And uh, like, that's just that's just the most beautiful thing. I'm I'm so freaking excited for, like, what's going to unfold.
01:00:37 Medium Natashia Mack
And I'm actually so OK with.
01:00:40 Medium Natashia Mack
The fact that I don't have it all figured out, I never do. By the way, I never have it all figured out. We never will, and that's fine. It's not up to me to figure out anyways, because this is what living like a surrendered life is.
01:00:54 Medium Natashia Mack
Like it's.
01:00:55 Medium Natashia Mack
It's allowing yourself to be led. You're being led by your intuition. You're being led by the creator.
01:01:02 Medium Natashia Mack
And you're also the leader of your own life at the same time simultaneously.
01:01:10 Medium Natashia Mack
Making these choices making these decisions.
01:01:14 Medium Natashia Mack
And and just choosing to keep going.
01:01:18 Medium Natashia Mack
So I know this episode is extremely long, but whatever, I'm just going to keep going anyways. The the final thing that I wanted to share was about my experience with Theresa Caputo. And, you know, just the live experience, so.
01:01:38 Medium Natashia Mack
Going into it, I didn't know what to expect. I didn't know how she worked as a medium in that sort of like on such a large.
01:01:47 Medium Natashia Mack
Stage in such a large arena, my husband got us.
01:01:53 Medium Natashia Mack
Front row seats, which was really really cool. So I was like, wow, we're going to.
01:01:58 Medium Natashia Mack
Be in the.
01:01:58 Medium Natashia Mack
Front row not realizing that she walks around everywhere. So you're you're going to be, you know, turning your head to to see where she is or watching her on the big screen because she had.
01:02:13 Medium Natashia Mack
People with camera.
01:02:15 Medium Natashia Mack
And you know, mikes and everything. She had the whole shebang.
01:02:20 Medium Natashia Mack
And that was really cool to see how that all worked so.
01:02:25 Medium Natashia Mack
Yeah. Even though I was front row.
01:02:29 Medium Natashia Mack
Honestly, I think I would have preferred to be a little bit more in the back. Uh, just so that I would have like a better a better view. But anyways, so she.
01:02:44 Medium Natashia Mack
Started off with, you know, being on the stage and and sharing.
01:02:49 Medium Natashia Mack
About how she works and her beliefs.
01:02:52 Medium Natashia Mack
And yeah, her intro was just really good. Like, it really inspired me. And I'm like, oh, this is such a good intro and she took about twentyish minutes to to just talk and share about, you know, her life's work and experience and how the group.
01:03:12 Medium Natashia Mack
Experience was going to be and how it works, so I loved that. That was wonderful. And then.
01:03:19 Medium Natashia Mack
As soon as she was ready to start readings, all she had to do was point at a woman. And she's like your son passed. And the woman, you know nodded. Yes, and started crying. And I'm.
01:03:29 Medium Natashia Mack
Like how the.
01:03:30 Medium Natashia Mack
Like this is incredible. Like she just you could tell she just has so much confidence for her to do that. And I will say, you know, I've had.
01:03:44 Medium Natashia Mack
So many moments where I knew those things too. You know, like when I was, you know, doing readings or, you know, in a group.
01:03:52 Medium Natashia Mack
Ever. But I didn't have the courage to just.
01:03:58 Medium Natashia Mack
Say it to. Just do that because it does take courage. It really does. And that's like a huge part of the mediumship development journey. You know, like when you, when you're a medium, you're constantly developing, you're constantly, you know, learning and growing and surrendering more and getting braver and more courageous and all that stuff.
01:04:19 Medium Natashia Mack
And I was like, wow, like, I really thought that was so cool. And she delivered such a beautiful reading, and it was so cool. How it ended up connecting to the people around her, too. So.
01:04:32 Medium Natashia Mack
I don't know if you've heard this expression before in the mediumship community, but there's an expression called piggybacking and that is where.
01:04:40 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, a medium could be connecting with multiple spirits at the same time who have a whole bunch in common, you know, and that's how, you know, a few people can resonate with the information coming through.
01:04:54 Medium Natashia Mack
And it's happened to me many, many times. A lot of mediums say it's a big no. No. Right. It's like a big no, no, you're not allowed to do piggybacking or you shouldn't do it or it means something negative about you if you do it.
01:05:09 Medium Natashia Mack
But there's been so many times, like despite being trained to not accept piggybacking, there's been so many freaking times where I couldn't deny it where this random evidence was coming through, like, things that there's no way multiple people could connect to at once would connect you, right?
01:05:30 Medium Natashia Mack
Like I would have two people being able to take everything coming through and you know I'm asking spirit to please give me something to help, you know, make it clear who it was for.
01:05:44 Medium Natashia Mack
And.
01:05:46 Medium Natashia Mack
And then you know, the one person could take it and then the next piece of information would be specifically for the other person. And it was just like, OK, you know what? I'm just going to have to let this be the way that it is because there's things.
01:06:00 Medium Natashia Mack
That are beyond my control when it comes to medium ship and there's things that we just don't know because we are humans and we're not spirits yet, you know, yes, we're we're in a body, but we're not on the spirit side yet, you know. So there's just there's things that we don't know and. And so yeah, I've had, you know, experiences with the piggybacking.
01:06:21 Medium Natashia Mack
With, you know, Teresa, she owns it. She owns the piggybacking thing. And it was so wild to watch her navigate that in such a massive arena.
01:06:34 Medium Natashia Mack
And.
01:06:36 Medium Natashia Mack
It was just it was also really cool, you know? And then there was times where she was locked in with someone. But then a piece of information would come through, for example.
01:06:48 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, she was like there's did, you know, was there this little white dog and the one was like, no.
01:06:55 Medium Natashia Mack
And she's like, well, I'm seeing this, like, little white dog. And then the person literally sitting right next to Teresa, like Theresa was standing right next to this woman. She's like, uhm, I was literally just praying in my head for my little white dog to come through. And then everyone, you know, was just laughing and.
01:07:15 Medium Natashia Mack
Teresa was just like wild, you know, like, you can't make this **** up type of thing.
01:07:19 Medium Natashia Mack
And so then she was able to, like, finish the reading with the one person, but then went back to the one with the dog and gave her a reading. Like she kind of like bounced all over the place and it still was so entertaining to people. And I was like, wow, I really put so much pressure on myself.
01:07:40 Medium Natashia Mack
To be so perfect, during group readings. And I wonder if that perfectionism is holding me back from just giving like.
01:07:52 Medium Natashia Mack
I don't know, like or. It makes me wonder. Like what?
01:07:57 Medium Natashia Mack
Is this holding or what? Is this holding back? I can't freaking talk right now. What is it called?
01:08:03 Medium Natashia Mack
Do you know what I'm trying to say?
01:08:05 Medium Natashia Mack
Like what am I holding back from? Being from trying to be so perfect. Like what you know anyways?
01:08:13 Medium Natashia Mack
So yeah, witnessing her navigate all that. Even the nose, like there was times where she got it wrong.
01:08:21 Medium Natashia Mack
There was times where she just wasn't connecting to to the person who had raised their hands up, you know, and she was getting lots of nose and it was it was really.
01:08:34 Medium Natashia Mack
Nice to see someone so famous, you know who's been doing this for so many years to still have those moments? It was refreshing, actually.
01:08:44 Medium Natashia Mack
So you know and then to just see how she?
01:08:48 Medium Natashia Mack
Navigates that. It was really incredible and there was.
01:08:53 Medium Natashia Mack
Oh, there was, you know, so many emotional moments where you just.
01:08:58 Medium Natashia Mack
Like as someone who's really highly sensitive, who feels all the things who's very empathic, like I, I felt a lot, and so did my husband. My husband is very empathic too. And, you know, he had. He was definitely tearing up, too. And it touched his heart too. So.
01:09:16 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, and like, mediumship isn't his thing. He's he's not, really. He's not a spiritual person at all, so.
01:09:26 Medium Natashia Mack
For it to like touch his heart, you know it was. It was really, really special. The other thing that I noticed about Teresa is.
01:09:35 Medium Natashia Mack
She is actually hilarious. Like I didn't realize how funny she was.
01:09:40 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, and it's not like any of this scripted.
01:09:44 Medium Natashia Mack
Like a TV show.
01:09:47 Medium Natashia Mack
Is somewhat, you know.
01:09:50 Medium Natashia Mack
I'm not saying her whole show was scripted or anything, but I'm sure that some of it was.
01:09:56 Medium Natashia Mack
Not her readings. I don't think her readings were scripted, but just like everything in between.
01:10:03 Medium Natashia Mack
But.
01:10:06 Medium Natashia Mack
Not everything in between. You know what I'm trying to say? Some of the show I'm sure was scripted, like maybe between her and her husband and her and her and her kids and stuff like.
01:10:17 Medium Natashia Mack
But anyways, it was really cool to just like, see her be herself and.
01:10:23 Medium Natashia Mack
She's actually so short, but she it's so weird you would like. You don't look at her and think, wow, she's short because she has such a big presence. Like her energy is so freaking big. And she wore these, like, really.
01:10:39 Medium Natashia Mack
Tall heels. And I'm like, how? How is she wearing those tall heels? You know, she's like, 58, I think she said. And her legs looked incredible. Like, she just looked so good. So yeah.
01:10:53 Medium Natashia Mack
I feel like I'm still digesting so much from from that experience, but it was really cool to see her, you know?
01:11:02 Medium Natashia Mack
From the perspective of being a like an audience member and who you know, someone who is hoping to receive a message, of course.
01:11:14 Medium Natashia Mack
But also as a fellow medium, you know, I was able to.
01:11:20 Medium Natashia Mack
Just recognize, like, oh, you know, like she's really in flow right now, or she's really linked up right now. And ohh like, I could feel like that's not who she's connecting with, you know.
01:11:33 Medium Natashia Mack
You could feel when her vibe was high, you could feel when her vibe was low.
01:11:37 Medium Natashia Mack
Towards the night, which is so normal because.
01:11:42 Medium Natashia Mack
After reading.
01:11:43 Medium Natashia Mack
People for that long, like. Yeah, your energy is going to dip, but it's going to get low. It's the end of the night that makes.
01:11:50
It's.
01:11:52 Medium Natashia Mack
And again, just how she navigated like the nose. And, you know, there was even a few times where I was like, whoa, like she's in her head right now.
01:12:00 Medium Natashia Mack
But then she's so resilient, like she's so quick to maneuver and get around that, and and all of that. So yeah, I just wanted to share that with you guys in case you were interested because I just thought it was so cool. It was definitely a night that I'm going to remember, you know, and I know I said, you know, I was really hoping to hear from someone.
01:12:22 Medium Natashia Mack
It makes sense that.
01:12:25 Medium Natashia Mack
That I didn't because the people who were there, who received truly, truly needed it. I I can say that without a doubt. You know, Spirit knows what they're doing.
01:12:37 Medium Natashia Mack
And.
01:12:39 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, it's funny because I'll have you know this big group in front of me. Obviously nothing compared to.
01:12:48 Medium Natashia Mack
What she like, who she stands in front of, like there was.
01:12:53 Medium Natashia Mack
What 1000 people in there it was, it was crazy. I don't even know. I'm really terrible with with guessing numbers like that. I I don't know. But it was a huge arena, like, huge, massive. So I don't know what that equals up to for people, but.
01:13:09 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, she had to leave knowing that she only read a handful of people, like maybe 10 out of the whole thing. You know, out of doing readings for like, an hour and.
01:13:24 Medium Natashia Mack
1/2 I think she was doing readings for.
01:13:25
And.
01:13:27 Medium Natashia Mack
Whereas like.
01:13:29 Medium Natashia Mack
I.
01:13:31 Medium Natashia Mack
I you know, sometimes leave group readings and I'm like, oh, you know, there was like 3 people who didn't get read or, you know, I feel so much guilt when.
01:13:43 Medium Natashia Mack
Like just knowing like some people didn't get to hear a message even though.
01:13:49 Medium Natashia Mack
That's by the way. That's like the people please earn me, but as a medium, I know that everyone gets so much out of being part of a group reading.
01:14:00 Medium Natashia Mack
Like even if you don't get a message, you are part of a healing experience. You are hearing these incredible messages of validation. You are hearing these wild pieces of evidence come through and it's just and it's just amazing. Like there's no other word for it. It's just.
01:14:19 Medium Natashia Mack
It's amazing, yes.
01:14:21 Medium Natashia Mack
And so I did get so much from being part of that experience, like my husband did as well. You know, even though we didn't get a message.
01:14:33 Medium Natashia Mack
But it was like that reminder for me that like, OK.
01:14:37 Medium Natashia Mack
I don't have to feel guilty. Like, if if someone's coming to be part of an experience and knowing that they're not guaranteed a message.
01:14:44 Medium Natashia Mack
They are going to get something from it. They're going to get something from my presence. They're going to get something from the stories that I share. They're going to get something from the readings that they're hearing and the healing that's taking place, you know, it's.
01:14:59 Medium Natashia Mack
It's really cool, 01 last thing.
01:15:03 Medium Natashia Mack
So.
01:15:04 Medium Natashia Mack
Because someone had asked me, you know, did you? Did you get a message from from Teresa or you and your husband? And I was like, no, but.
01:15:14 Medium Natashia Mack
At the very end, she was connecting to a baby in spirit and out of nowhere, she said. The name Charlie. Excuse me? I burped. And the woman?
01:15:28 Medium Natashia Mack
You know who lost the baby? She couldn't take that name.
01:15:32 Medium Natashia Mack
And I was like.
01:15:34 Medium Natashia Mack
Like, I wonder if that's a wink. You know, a heavenly wink from my spirit baby who I miscarried and didn't make it Earth side. We had named her Charlotte. And I've had dreams about her. My daughters have seen her.
01:15:53 Medium Natashia Mack
And.
01:15:57 Medium Natashia Mack
Yeah, it was like.
01:15:59 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, we named her Charlotte, but her nickname would have been Charlie.
01:16:04 Medium Natashia Mack
And uh, so I just thought like, well, maybe that's a little wink from her, you know, and that's sometimes how it works. Sometimes it's just these, like, little winks that come through.
01:16:13 Medium Natashia Mack
And.
01:16:15 Medium Natashia Mack
That's what it's like sometimes to get signs from your loved ones. It's just these.
01:16:21 Medium Natashia Mack
Winks.
01:16:23 Medium Natashia Mack
You know, like my husband, finding a massive, beautiful fully bloomed sunflower in our backyard that we never planted. When when I saw it, I was like, Oh my God. Like I immediately thought of my grandmother. I'm like, that's a wink from Grandma. Like she.
01:16:44 Medium Natashia Mack
I don't know. I feel like she she made that happen somehow, you know.
01:16:48 Medium Natashia Mack
And it's just so weird how we had never noticed it. And it's a tall freakin sunflower, so sometimes you just got to look out for the winks, you know, and like, trust your gut. When when it says like, oh, that's from this person.
01:17:05 Medium Natashia Mack
Because it is.
01:17:08 Medium Natashia Mack
You guys.
01:17:09 Medium Natashia Mack
I could go on forever, but it's been an hour and 17 minutes now.
01:17:14 Medium Natashia Mack
And I'm sure you are so ready for this episode to be ended.
01:17:18 Medium Natashia Mack
But I have absolutely loved having this heart to heart with you. I've loved you know, sharing these messages and storytelling with you, and I truly well, I was going to say I hope, because I always say that, but I know.
01:17:34 Medium Natashia Mack
UM.
01:17:36 Medium Natashia Mack
I know that you know these all came through to support you in some way, so I hope that you receive it. I hope that you you leave this episode feeling inspired.
01:17:48 Medium Natashia Mack
And I'm just sending you so much love.
01:17:52 Medium Natashia Mack
If.
01:17:53 Medium Natashia Mack
You were touched in some way or.
01:17:58 Medium Natashia Mack
UM, you know, loved this episode. Definitely let me know on Instagram. I would love to hear.
01:18:06 Medium Natashia Mack
From you so.
01:18:08 Medium Natashia Mack
There you have it. Until next time, talk to you later. Bye.
